August 2011
28 posts
Day 5
Day : 5
Mood: Awake
Time: 8:54 a.m.
So yesterday was an interesting day. I got up way earlier then I wanted to but it was okay since I got some reading done. Went to class and felt so bad because within the first 15 minutes I started to fall asleep and thought there is no way I’m gonna be able to stay awake for the whole class especially if he turns the lights off and keeps...
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not feeling to well gonna update in the morning…
Day 4
Day 4:
Mood: IDK
Time: 10:32 pm
Okay so yeah I did just do a crappy update about yesterday but here will be a good one for today I think. Lol. Woke up at 5 this morning to do some chem homework and make photo copies. Man did that take longer then I wanted barely had enough time to shower before leaving at 7:30 to make my 8 o’clock chem lecture. And yes again i did want to...
Day 3
Day 3:
Mood: Exhausted
Time: 9:40 pm
I know this is totally late but yeah yesterday was a very exhausting day. I honestly thought I was gonna collapse at one point. Then I passed out when I came home and hit the bed.
Day 2
Day 2:
Mood: Lazy
Time: 7:35 a.m.
Alright I passed out last night so here is what happened yesterday: Woke up got ready, walked to school, went to chem lecture, walked home, did laundry, walked to school again, hung out at the pond and read my bible, went to the book store and bought goggles, went to work, came home and talked to my dad, went to bed and knocked out soon after. So there is...
Day 1
Day 1:
Mood: Sleepy
Time: 11:00 pm
Okay so my day was pretty dull actually. I went to class, went to the ASC to type out my homework for Stats class that is now due Wednesday after I got only 4 hours of sleep to finish it this morning. Uhgg that was a bummer but eh at least I have time to type it out now and make it look legit. Went to work and got a little behind but with the help of...
21 Days of Fasting...
So the reason I decided to par take in this 21 day fast at my church is because I know I do need some guidance more than ever and I do need to repent for some of the sins I’ve made recently and in my past. I hope by doing this I do get closer with God and get a better understanding of who he is, what he wants of me and who I am to become. Plus I’ve never done anything like this and...
Tears...
I started crying again because I thought about him and then why I saw a picture of him it dang near killed me inside. Plus you know listening to Brian McKnight doesn’t help that much. I wish just thinking about him or even a picture would stop bringing tears to my eyes and pain in my heart.
Conversation at work today
So today my coworker and I had a pretty interesting conversation. We first started talking about porn and how that’s where guys get some of the weirdest and kinkiest ideas from. Which led to the conclusion that’s why guys are really kinky. I find it funny that when I said you guys come up with some really kinky things he pointed out a lot of my guy friends...
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When will these tears stop falling?
I hate that I remember his smell, his smile, his laugh, the way he eats, the way he talks, the sounds he makes, the way he feels, the way I feel with him, and I mostly hate the fact I can’t stop remembering him and crying because of it. When will these tears stop falling?
First day of the semester.
So today is the first day of the semester and I am EXHAUSTED from what I’m guessing is work cause my one class really wasn’t bad at all. It’s weird how no matter where I work and how long I work I never have felt more tired than I do when working at Southwestern. Kind of weird and wish I didn’t. Oh well it is what it is. On to another day tomorrow class at 8 :p....
My mind won't stop
Sometimes I wish I could just shut my mind off and stop remembering things. My mind won’t stop going to a place it shouldn’t. I pray for the strength to get through this and not become someone I’m not. It scares me to think how and where I could end up. I dislike these sinful thoughts that are becoming overwhelming and all consuming. I don’t want to say what we did was a...
